The battlefield of knowledge...

I'll be sitting for PMR in another 4 days.

It's such a important exam in my life, that will decide my future.

I have to do my best.

And you too, dear.

I really want to be in the same class with you.

:)

In another 4 days, its a big day of my life.

And for the next 4 days, I'll be revising a lot.

And after that, it's totally freedom.

I'm looking forward to watch another movie in the cinema with you. :)

I'm not very prepared yet but I know, I must face this with courage.

Looking back, time passes so fast.

Primary six... UPSR is ahead of me.

I tried my best and not knowing what UPSR is actually is, how important it is.

But then, now, I don't think it's important at all.

It just indicates which class will you be when you're in secondary one.

But PMR, it indicates your life.

Secondary one, things are very normal then.

A new student into his new school, don't know anything about it.

Nerdy looking, bag packed with books, not knowing who to talk to.

And I start to be bad when it's almost the end of the year.

Secondary two...

Met some new friends.

Get worse then ever.

Got into troubles and so on.

Well, that's me after secondary one.

Looking forward for secondary three then...

Secondary three...

Got into some trouble at the beginning of the year as well.

Secondary two just passed and the bad side of me is taking control over me.

But now, I'm not really bad actually.

Thanks to you. :)

And myself that I can get rid of my bad friends.

Kinda afraid of facing PMR early the year.

Happy-go-lucky in the class, didn't do most of the works.

But now, things have changed.

Revising everyday, so I can achieve what I want.

Time have passed so fast, that secondary four is near the corner.

Soon I'll leave this school, into another school then into the society.

Lots of things awaits me in the future..

I had my entry pass to the examination hall today.

Feel a bit of tension here.

Time just flies, don't they?

4 days to come.

Just 4 days and life will change.

I'll do my best.

And you too, my dear.

All the flashbacks, reminds me of who I was before.

I'm glad I met you...

We've been so close this year.

Thanks dear...

you're always there to support me, to cheer me up, to calm me down, whenever I needs it.

I'll do the same to you as well.

:)

I don't know how many times I have to say this, but time just flies.

I now realize how important and how valuable time is.

Once it's gone, it's gone forever.

Unless you can catch up with what you've lost.

But now, it seems too late to catch up unless you've started earlier.

4 days.

What can I do?

Revise is all I can do.

Kind of sad that I'll be in secondary four soon.

And my life as adult will soon to come.

Lots of things to face in the society than the school.

And I wont know what will happen to me in the future...

Seconds by seconds, it seems to be slow.

But actually, every second that passed, is very fast.

We wont realize it until we look back.

That's all I can say about it.

And here we are.

Approximately 92 hours from now, i'll be sitting in the examination hall, doing my best.

God bless to everyone taking their test...

May luck be by your side.

Love is when one can accept another's imperfection,

and try to perfect another's imperfection.

Dude, you suck!

You liked her.

Alright, fine.

She asked you out, as usual.

And guess what?

You almost forgot that you're supposed to go out with her the next day.

And yet, you're late.

I asked her to screw you up or not.

She said you're a nice guy.

Alright, I trust her.

And now, you engaged.

At the age of 14, you get married and you're looking forward to it.

Who are you cheating?

Damn you kid...

Can have sex earlier doesn't mean you will gain anything great.

I seriously wished she hadn't met you.

Who knows what might happened to you next.

Penis got run over by a car when you're sitting by the roadside?

Nah... You wont have a penis that size.

I don't know why I'm posting this, but I know that you suck.

My day today

I woke u p 8am in the morning.

I thought it's already 12. ''=.=

Well, back to sleep.

A few texts woke me up.

And back to sleep again.

Until the clock struck 12, I woke up.

Took a shower, ate my lunch and set of to study.

Well, not studying yet but play with my computer, then study. :D

Did 100 Geography questions in my reference book that I bought yesterday.

96 to be exact. xD

After almost 2 hours, back to the computer again.

*Fast forward*

Dinner!

Watched TV...

Did another set of Geography question.

54% =D

Then, game for a while.

I suck in that game.

And now, here I'm.

Nothing much for today actually... Kinda bored.

No pictures of that Hummer H2, sorry.

Too lazy to upload. Haha..!

*Okay this post is kind of boring. ''=.=

No, you're not...

You're not dumb and stupid, okay?

Just because you can't do it doesn't mean you can never do it.

I never gave up on you, so you don't give up too, okay?

I'll be walking this with you.

Don't give up on this.

No one is perfect.

You don't know how to walk, talk and even write as soon as you're born.

You you end up today, walking, running, talking, shouting, and writing?

You learn them.

So learn this as how you learn how to walk, talk and write okay dear?

You're not dumb nor stupid.

If you're willing to learn, you can change everything.

Don't keep saying that you can't do it...

You can't because you told yourself so.

Please...

Tell me that you can, and try.

If any problems or questions, ask me okay?

I know my result are not very good, but at least I can help.

Please?

Just remember that no one is perfect but you can be better by learning.

Don't be disappointed by yourself.

Keep trying and one day you will succeed.

:)

I love you.

Day out. =D

Went to tuition this morning as usual but without my mom's friend sending me and my sister.

So, my mom have to send us.

She have a bad habit of delaying so we end up going there late.

Not very late actually...15 minutes late.

Did some of my work.

Finished the last few pages of my book.

Then, I was bored so I asked the teacher what I can do.

"Write an essay," said my teacher.

"Okay... But I don't know that to write... You choose for me"

"It's going to be a hard one..."

"Whatever. You choose it, I write it."

Then, she gave me a book with pictures in it and asked me to write an essay about it.

It's quite easy anyway... Don't know what's so hard about it.

So I use my empty time to write the essay.

As I have 1 last paragraph left, my mom arrived to fetch me.

Heck!

She've been late fetching me up for WEEKS and miraculously, she's here on time today.

How weird eh?

And I kinda cursed because I'm so concentrated on my essay that I don't want to leave without finishing it.

"Give him 5 more minutes... He's writing an essay," said the teacher.

And my mom just nodded. ''=.=

After the tuition, I went for lunch with my family.

While eating, I saw this Hummer H2!

It's so nice...!

Won't be loading a picture though.

Maybe my next post, or tomorrow.

I've been posting for about everyday :D

After the lunch, we went for a hunt for the TV in my sister's room.

We went to Parkson then Courts Mammoth.

I bought a reference book for Geography in Parkson. Hopefully it will help my Geography... D=

Well, we can't decide which TV to buy in Parkson, so we head for Courts Mammoth.

After choosing for a few minutes, or should I say, almost an hour.

After the purchase, they need to sign some 'papers' as the TV is paid by credit card.

Me and my sis decided to sit around in the mall.

Targeting leather couch. :P

Some are so comfortable!!

Then, I saw this leather dining chair.

It's great. I sat on it.

As I'm about to push them back, my thumb got electrocuted.

Damn! It's so numbing.

Now, I have the best monitor in the house while my sister and grandmother have the best TV in the house.

FYI, they stay in the same room.

After that, we went to eat something before we head home.

The car is crowded because the boot is so small and the TV can't fit so it ends up in the rear passenger seat.

Haha!

We went to eat some BBQ pork.

It's very delicious and after eating few of the fats, it makes me go "ewww".

After going back home, we quickly assembled the TV and learn how to use it.

Well, it's quite simple so it wont be hard.

Then, I go out and give my sister a driving lesson.

My mom is so scared that she refused to get into the car. ''=.=

But eventually, she did.

My sister did better than last time...

But still, worse than me. :P

Then, I get to see you. :)

I wish I could give you a hug when I saw you.

And put my arm around you again as you lean on my shoulder.

Well, I'm very happy that I can see you for today.

Took some notes from my friend.

She introduced ,e the reference book and I did no study today. :P

Maybe I'll have a good look through the book tomorrow and try to study some.

Is it...?

Is it so hard to make you believe that I love you?

Stop thinking so much dear...

It's just gonna ruin everything, fuck everything up.

Think about something that you're happy about us, okay?

Please?

I don't like to see you sad as you know.

Don't cry,kay?

Raya..!

Ends up I waking up late and I'm home with family, not alone. ''=.=

Today is the Raya celebration for all Muslim folks out there.

Selamat Hari Raya~

I didn't go for visiting though.

No one invited me :P

I did some Geography exercise today and they all sucked!

I got from 33% to 44%.

That's far from my target for my PMR, 70%.

Damn... How could I study Geography? D=

Enough for today I guess...

Or I might continue a bit at night.

Studies sometimes stress me out...!

I wish I could see you today. :S

But sadly, you can't.

I wanna go out with you again in the near future.

After PMR ;)

Sorry...

I'm sorry for the little quarrel we had today...

I won't blame you or anyone else.

Let's just forget about it. Okay?

It's fine now :)

Supposed to have my tuition today but I skipped it.

Laziness kinda took over and I sleep very late last night.

Had to study for awhile this afternoon..

Remember you leaned on me yesterday?

My jacket now still smells like you. :)

Nothing much for today...

Tomorrow might be fun as I might be home alone with my sister =D

Movie with someone I love so much..

We go for a movie today, called Step Up 3.

It's a very nice movie to be honest.

The dance move was so cool!!

I went there quite early today that the mall is quite empty.

She haven't arrived yet so I planned to walk around the mall, randomly.

After she arrived, we went to buy the tickets and continue to walk around until it's time for movie. =D

She leaned on my shoulder during the movie.

I get to put my arm around her as she lean on my shoulder. :)

She's in my arms since the movie starts.

I love you dear :)

After the movie, we went for a light lunch and continue to walk around.

Played hide-and-seek seeking for her younger sister...

Haha

Well, we ended up asking her where she is by texting her.

Not much for today but I do had a great time.

Thanks a lot dear.

Just want to let you know that I'm so happy to have you.

:)