A very bad, bad, bad, impression.

I wish I could, but I can't.

I hope I still can fulfill your needs...

And hopefully you will accept them.

WHY THE FUCK MUST YOU KEEP ON REMIND ME ABOUT IT?

CAN YOU STOP IT?

PLEASE!

Be positive.

Make the best out of everything,

not to expect everything to be the best.

I can't calm you down the way I could like last time.

I hate it when you can't clam down.

Please.

Calm down!

=(

You could help yourself, the most.

Not us.

Stop doing this...

Please...

I can't just let you go.

I can't...!

I can't let you rot like this.

Stop doing it already...

Please...

Before its too late for me...

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"Fuck off!"

I'll go.

Bye.

I'll fuck myself off.

Bye.

How I wish you don't need to be that harsh..

"Go away".

If only this word never exist.

You'll never know how much I hate this word.

If only I could too..

6th month dear...

I love you.

You're forgiven.

For such sin you committed, you're forgiven.

Maybe no one understand you as much as I do,

no one appreciate you the way I do.

But bear in mind, I'm always the one.

I'm sorry if I didn't give you the attention you want.

But I hope you'll control over yourself.

Don't lose yourself to him.

I'm in such rage when I find it out.

But I realize I could only forgive.

Now I'll forgive you.

It may be hard to forgive yourself.

But you're forgiven.

Stop contacting him is all I want.

And try to control over yourself.

I really hate to say this,

but I was really really heart broken.

How could this happen.

When I was guessing,

I least expected this.

Turns out, I'm right.

Promise me this will be the first and the last time.

Or else I wont know what I will do.

Don't shatter my hope and my trust.

Because that's what matters the most.

I trust you.

Let's have a new beginning in your life.

I love you.

I still do.

I realized sometimes,

I'm such a failure for you..

I see no point to talk when no one wants to listen.

You wont listen to me now...

What am I already?

Piece of junk I guess.

As if I'm nothing

I really really don't like it when you threaten me.

But I can't risk to not respond to your threat.

Silly me, ain't I?

Or maybe I just don't understand you that much..