You're making me unable to care about you and comfort you at the time you need them

I'm such a loser...

Such as bad boyfriend...

I can't protect you...

I can't even keep this relationship going well..

I'm so useless...

I can't make you listen to my advise...

I'm sorry I suck.

I hate empty promises...

Could you please change...

You'll never know how much tears I've shed for you.

How could you say such thing.

Be careful for what you wished for.

If you believe you can, you probably can.

If you believe you won't, you most assuredly won't.

Belief is the ignition switch that gets you off the launching pad.

~

Denis Waitley

All I get is a "no" when I'm trying to help you

I'm speechless once again.

How nice is it to cut yourself?

Very nice?

Have you ever think of the scars?

Thought you say you would take it positively...

Stop cutting yourself already please?

If only you know how painful my heart is.

Guess you don't?

When will you stop cutting yourself?

I'm holding myself on the border of telling your parents.

You know you don't want it.

Please stop cutting yourself.

THINK,THINK,THINK before you take any actions.

Your mind is easily manipulated...

I don't want a "sorry" that has no meaning, no guilt.

I don't want a promise that has no promises, no meaning.

I'm not blaming.

I'm just saying.

Ask yourself.

What does your promises means?

Ask yourself.

What did you promised me not to do?

Ask yourself.

Is it fun, nice, or whatever is it, to do it?

Think about it yourself.

It's our promise....

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING!

I don't understand this...

I did as you wanted to..

And..

:'(

Thought I could make you feel better...

But...

I'm so sorry.

I don't like to play mind games.

I suck it in.

Sorry if I made you upset.

Sorry I suck in mind games..

Or should I even consider them mind games...

On 17/3/2011, 7:42am

Finally, I did it.

Mount Kibabalu, Low's peak.

4092m above sea level,

highest mountain in Malaysia.

=D

Thank you for your support dear..

I'll bring you there next time

It's very nice...

Almost had tears of joy when I reached the summit.

It's really really very nice..

Mount Kinabalu!

Wish me all the best!!

=D

See you after 4 days dear..

I love you

=)

Hope you'll appreciate every moment you have with me

whether I'm there with you or not,

at least I'm still here.

5th month...

What would I do without you?

You are always there for me...

We share our sorrow and happiness.

What would I do without you?

Never could imagine life without you...

It will be so dull...

So pointless...

So boring...

Dear...

I love you...

Thank you for being with me...

You mean a lot to me.

I love you...

Life is different with you.

I'm so glad to have you with me..

I'll never leave you..

Never..

Ever..

You mean so much to me, you are my everything...

I love you more than words can express.

I love you...

Happy 5th month my dear...

Thanks for being with me all these times...

Through sorrow and happiness, you are always there for me...

I love you...

<3

I reached my hands out for you.

Grab it.

And I'll rescue you.

You promised me...

=(

Please...

Stop it...

Please...

I don't want it all over you

:'(

I remember today... =)

*kisses lips

Sorry?

Twice.

It happened, twice.

Please understand...

Thank you...

I wont say everything here...

I'll just hope you will realize it somehow, someday.

I love you...

Please understand...

Sometimes, just admit it...

I can read your emotions, your words behind words.

I can tell...

I know you too well to hide feelings away from me.

I know when you are upset, when you are not.

Just admit it and we'll talk about it...

Don't hide feelings away from me...

Good night...

See you tomorrow.

I love you...