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Friday, December 31, 2010

I'm sorry....

I'm so sorry I screwed our relationship...
I'm so sorry...
I should have listened to you..
I brought you into this..
It's my fault... ;'(
I still love you..
And I believe you do...
I still love you...
I cried a lot..
You saw me crying..
I'm so sad...
I'm sobbing right now..
Why must it be like this...
It's all me...
Can 2 years be 2 days...
Make it 2 days...
I feel so empty without you..
I need to cry..
But I ran out of tears...
='(


Wait for me...
Wait for me...
Wait for me..
It's just 2 years...
Wait for me..
I will.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

;'(
I'm sorry if I upset you in any way.
But I hope you wold understand this.
Stop, stop, stop telling me to leave.
Please?
I kept you with me last night.
Please calm down...
Please..
Please..
Please..

Saturday, December 25, 2010

There will never be a perfection in life.
There will always be something imperfect that ruin our life.
Something that's so minor, that we our self wont notice.
Open your minds and accept your imperfections, and they will soon be a perfection in someone else's eyes.


Never look down at yourself.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Don't say it...

Don't keep saying things like you're not a good person, you don't deserve me, you hate me and tell me to shut up.
I know it hurts for you to say it.
And it hurts more for me to hear it.
Stop it please..
I know you could.
Why can't you believe in yourself.

Months ago..
You promised me you would try to think positively.
You promised me you would change.
I'm always there to help you.
Did you know that?
Listen to me...
Start thinking at the bright side, think positively...

Stop convincing me that you are a bad person..
You're always the perfect girl in my heart.
Please understand this...

I don't want to leave you all the time...
But you always tell me to leave.
Do you know it hurts?
Don't say bad things anymore..
I know you can do this...

I love you so much dear...
I hope you understand this...
Be confident in us...
Okay dear?
I love you...

I sometimes don't know what to do when you're mad...
I'm sorry about that..
You always tell me to leave when you're angry..
I understand why...
You don't want to rant it out at me..
Maybe I'm just being totally selfish...
I'm sorry about that..
I feel bad about myself too...
I don't know to leave or not when you tell me to..
And I don't know to stay or not when you tell me to leave.
You'll go if I stay.
And you'll be sad if I leave.
What can I do...?
I'm sorry...

Work hard for me...
Nothing comes free my dear...
You said I'm your everything...
Work hard for it dear...
You don't get everything for granted..
you worked for it...
Dear...
Just for me, as I'm everything to you.





I'm not blaming or anything.
I just want to let you know...
I'm just telling you how I am feeling.
No hard feelings..
I have more to say...
But I always forgets them.
Sorry.



I love you.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Calm down dear...

Calm down baby...
I wont be selfish now...
I'll leave you with some time and space..
Calm down, kay baby?








I'll be waiting for you throughout the night...

Sunday, December 19, 2010

No more...

Don't ever mention about breaking up anymore please...
I'll be with you forever.
I've shed tears for you...
If you love me, don't make me cry anymore...







































We wouldn't do this.

I don't want to...

I don't want to leave you...
But sometimes, I have to.
Sorry dear...
I'm sorry for leaving you alone...
I feel bad for it...
I'm sorry...
I'll leave you at night...
And see you in the day...

Wait for me.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

=)

I'm very happy today...
My dear gets to come to my house and do our sign board for the orientation programme next year.
Well...
We didn't do much.
Just did a little bit and spent the next few hours lying next to each other on my bed.
I love you baby...!
Finally get to lie next to you, cuddling you, keeping you in my arms.
Very happy... =)
Wish we could do this everyday.
And if only it's night time...
I could have wake up with you next to me. =)

Monday, December 13, 2010

Stop it...

Stop telling me to leave

Sunday, December 12, 2010

No...

Don't...
:'(

Friday, December 10, 2010

Happy 2nd anniversary

Happy 2nd month anniversary dear...

I love you more each day... =)
I know you're not here...
But your heart and love will ways remain.
I love you so much dear...
<3
=)
Waiting for our official anniversary..
101010101010 =)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Yay~

No more loneliness for me...

My dear could online!! =D

It's December...

Oh, it's already December!

PMR results will come out in another 28 days...
School will start in another 30 days...
4 weeks left before school reopens.
Time do flies...

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I'll see you soon...

Bye dear...

You're leaving for your holiday... =)

Oh, we sort-of didn't have holidays at all.
We have to go school every day for the meeting for 2011's orientation program..
Today is the last day and I'm pretty sure there will still be meetings in the future..

Dear...
Thanks for the kiss today...
It's really, really nice...
Didn't kiss you for quite some time already...
Thanks baby..
I love you :)
Have a safe and wonderful trip my dear...
I'll see you 11 days later, from now...
Bye dear...
I'll miss you a lot!

Friday, November 26, 2010

Bye...

Bye my friend...

I'm gonna miss you..
Only 4 of us sent you at the air-port..
How good of a friend are we, eh? =P

It's sad just now..
Hugging my friend that will leave us soon.
Seeing you almost cry, you made me almost cry too...
It's such a pleasure to have you as a friend.
Though you are sometimes annoying.
As in VERY annoying. :D

You cried in the plane...
I'll miss you, my friend.
Will be waiting for your arrival next year. :)
All the best to you, Christian Chung Sheng Fa!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

No more...

No more kisses for us...

No more hugs for us...
No more touching for us...

I want to kiss you all day long...
I want to hug you to sleep...
I want to keep you in my arms...

I just wish this wont happen.
As long as I could be with you, I wont mind much..

I know you could read this.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Tears...

I cried.
Now,
I smiled.
Thanks...

Monday, November 22, 2010

Back from the trip...

I'm finally back from the trip.

Reached Miri at about 11pm last night.
I almost slept throughout the journey...
Didn't slept much the night before.
Everyone was planning to stay up until late night but everyone ended up sleeping.. Yeah.

On the way back, we saw a bus crashed.
Head-on collision..
Read the news paper today and 3 died.
R.I.P to the driver...

Would like to go on another trip with lots of my friends like this again...
I'll just roughly write about the trip.
Very lazy to do it =D

We visited 2 colleges and a university, a few museums, a few malls and a wildlife center.
Would love to go again...

Took a few pictures of my dear..
Even if she said it's ugly, I still love them.
It's nice... Hehe

I miss you so much my dear....
When I woke up this morning, I put my hands out to my left and was shocked when I found out that you're not next to me.
Then, I realized the bus trip is over.
You're not sleeping next to me anymore..

I love it when you sleep on my shoulder.
I love it when you sleep on my lap.
I love it when you put the blanket over me.
I love it when you kissed me on the cheeks when I'm asleep.
I love it when you put your ring on me when I'm asleep.
I love it when I help you carry your bag.
I love it when we shop together.
I just love the time when you're with me.
I love you so much...!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Bus Ride

Had a great time in the bus...
It's damn bumpy!
I could drive better than the drive.
His gear works suck!
Oh seriously...

Had a great time with my dear in the bus.
I love you!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Last day of school...

Today is the last day of school...

Christian, my friend, will be leaving to KL and then AUS this year.
Farewell my friend...
Had a great farewell party..

Was supposed to have an assembly today.
Escaped it and stayed in the class with my dear.
Today will be the last day I could kiss her in the class this year...
I'll miss those days...

I'll miss Christian...
I'll miss my classroom...
I'll miss the table we sat on when we kissed...
I'll miss the door we leaned on when we kissed...
I'll miss the curtain we used to cover the windows up when while we're kissing...
I'll miss lots of things.

Will be going to Kuching tomorrow...
It's a school trip.
Good thing is, my dear is coming. :)
I'll talk to her throughout the trip.
Mom told me its more or less 15 hours!
I'll have my butt flat I guess... =D

Wont be seeing my seniors anymore...
Good luck and God bless to all of you.
May you do your best in your SPM exam :)


Off to pack my bag now.
Bye!
I love you, dear!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

First Month

Happy one month anniversary dear! =P

Had a nice time with you today..
Thank you for being with me.
I love you so much :)

Friday, November 5, 2010

Farewell to Mr.Tan...

Good bye teacher...

You're promoted as a principle and will be leaving our school.
Thank you for all your work, effort, and contribution to the school.
May God bless you in the future...
Bye...!

We had a farewell assembly for Mr.Tan..
He is such a great teacher.
Students respected him and he respected the students.
He don't need to can students just to teach them.
He's great....
The assembly was quite sad...
A lot of students and teachers give him gifts.
He almost cried...
He cried during the graduation for Form 5 last week. :D

We did not have any activities to do today...
First of all, the assembly starts at around 8 and our school ends at 11.
Well, for the form 3. We end at 11. =D
And the assembly go on until 10.
All those cleanings took 30 minutes.
So there were 30 minutes left.
What to do? :S

So me and my dear went up to the class and the others stay in the hall.
Well, most of them.
Had some nice time with my dear in the classroom...
I kissed her lips.
It's nice...
She was afraid at first though.
She wouldn't have done it without my courage. Hehe...
It's my first kiss...
And things went alright. :D
Your lips are soft, warm and moist.
I'm missing it right now...
Wanna kiss you again my dear, :)

Well, sad part is that Mr.Tan is leaving, happy part is that I finally get to kiss my dear.
:D

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Keeping you in my arms

The last day of school with books were yesterday.

We returned all of our books and we can leave.
But then, I and my dear thought we can only leave at 11 so we didn't go back.
Everyone left the class except both of us.
We have the whole class to ourself...
I hugged and kissed her cheeks a lot.
I miss the time when my dear is in my arms.
It's the first time I ever kiss her.
Almost kissed her lips though... Hehe
:)

There were only a few people left in the school.
We went to the next class and joined Eileen, Ester, Theresa, Song, Karen and Sui Ming.
She broke up with her boyfriend and she was sad..
Well, I was there to talk to her about it.
She wanted to though... I wish I don't need to.
She cried a lot...
But she was in a very hyper mood yesterday so I think it's okay.
Sui Ming, cheer up. :)
I can't believe it until now...

I miss the time when I'm with her all alone...
I wish it's my everyday life.
I love her so much...
Dear I miss you...


Monday, October 25, 2010

Great....

You're supposed to come to my house today.

And I received a news from my grandmother when I'm at school.
She go there everyday.
Sister...
Turns out I have my dentist appointment today.
Great...
Few weeks ago, my mom told me that the appointment is on the 26th.
Turns out she gave me the wrong date.
So, I have to cancel out my planned plan.
Ugh...
I hate this.
I feel so irresponsible.

I hope you can come tomorrow dear...
I'll give you a kiss if you do. :)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

A day without you is worse than anything else

You're not online for the whole day.

I know what's wrong...
Stupid ISP.
I hate you so much.
Today is such a boring day..
I end up cleaning my room and doing nothing much.
Watch TV and nothing nice is showing.
Now my room is a lot cleaner...

And baby, I can;t wait for you to come to my house tomorrow.
It's one of you wish, isn't it? :)
Let's do our paper basket together =D

So bored today.
But I get to spend most of my day with you tomorrow.
I love you dear..
I don't know who am I without you.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Oh great...

Sorry that I'm so lazy to post about 'No Apologies(Day 2&3)'.

But one thing for sure is that I WILL KEEP MY VIRGINITY UNTIL MARRIAGE!
Sorry that my laziness took over. :D

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

No Apologies ( Day 1)

I attended a workshop today.

It's called 'No Aplogies. The truth about life, love + sex'.
Well, it's more or less a workshop telling us the consequences of premarital sex.
But to tell you the truth, it's kind of boring for me because I kind of knew all these "stuffs", thanks to Google.
But still, we live to learn. ;)

At 7am, we gathered in the hall.
After some speech from the teachers, we were separated into groups based on language.
Due to the big number of students choosing English as the language, it has to he separated into other groups such as Bahasa Malaysia and Chinese.
I'm lucky I'm in the English group.
Same as my dear.
Before that, we had some exercise to do.
Morning exercise...
A reason why I hate camps.
You have to work out like a idiot. *My point of view. No offense to all of you*
We had to dance.
Sort of.
And it totally makes us look like an idiot.
Some students followed though...
They thought it was fun.
But for me, that is pure embarrassment and lame.

When the teacher is introducing us about this workshop, she said this.
"This is when you can say the word 'sex' out loud!"
I don't agree. What's wrong with the word 'sex'?
At the workshop, the first thing we did was to watch a video clip, and list out the important messages in the video clip.
It's all about premarital sex.
Pregnancy... Abortion... Regrets...
And so on.

And we also learnt that we're unique the way we are.
Well, I strongly agree with that.
I'm unique :D
Next, we were told to write down our goals and dreams.
And then, think about will we ever achieve our dreams if we are involved in premarital sex.
Abstinence abstinence abstinence...
The workshop ends at 12:30pm.
What's all about the workshop for today...
We'll continue this for 3 days.

And today, I got the notice that our year end trip for the Form 3's will be postponed and shortened.
Fine... ''=.=

That's all for today.
Let's see what we learn for tomorrow =D


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Keep you in my arms...

I wish I could keep you in my arms,
comforting you and keeping you warm.
Makes sure you are safe, and protect you from anything.
Let you feel the warmth in a cold day, and let you feel that I love you.
I wish I could keep you in my arms...
And I wont let go of you, I love you so much..

I'll be the one to wipe away your tears,
to share your sadness,
to give you support,
and I wont let you down.
I love you so much that I can describe them in words.
You're the girl I love, and it's you.
You are everything that I want.
My beautiful, cute, cheerful, caring, loving, forgiving, and understanding girl.
I love you :)
I'm glad to have you.
Never know how would I be without you...

Happy Birthday!

First of all,

Happy 15th birthday Sui Ming!
Well, you celebrated it earlier so I'll wish you earlier,too!
And so as Der Zhan.
Happy birthday to both of you!
No idea if you would ever see this post.

Sui Ming invited me to her house for a birthday party.
As well as Der Zhan and a few other friends.
There were 9 of us there.
Me, my dear, Corina, her boyfriend, Sui Ming, Eugene *her boyfriend*, Theresa, Damian, Ester and Pui Ing.
Let's call Der Zhan, "Heng", for short.
It's his surname.
Because today is his birthday, he ended up receiving a gift on someone else's birthday party.
Haha...!

Her house was so difficult to find!
Even with the address, it took me almost half an hour to find her house.
My mom got frustrated at last. :D

When I arrived there, not much people were there.
There were only 4 of us then.
5 including the early-birthday girl.

When everyone arrived, we played game and then had our dinner there.
The food were okay.
Then, we continue to play games.
After another round of game, everyone got hot and decided to get into the house to chill out.
Well, they played some game in the living room and the couples were sitting together.
That's when I get to cuddle my dear. :)
Haha... It's more like dating than going for a party. xD
But still, we enjoyed watching them play.


I'm so happy today that I get to cuddle my dear.
:)
I miss having her in my arms and holding her hands.
She even kissed my cheeks.
I love you so much dear! <3
Had my arms around her waist all the time.
Damn... I love her so much!
There were 3 pairs of couple there, including the early-birthday girl herself and her boyfriend.
Everyone seems to be paired up in the party except 1 girl, Pui Ing. :S

The proper birthday boy went home first.
Followed by Corina and her boyfriend, and then all the others.
They came using the same car.
Me and my dear went home last.

Really enjoyed myself there.
Especially when my dear kissed me and while cuddling her.
Even though I end up writing my name in the air with my butt. ''=.=
Well, it's a game after all.

I love you dear...
Thanks for the kiss!
:)

*This post is not so complete. I suddenly forgot what happened :S
And baby, I really love your surprise.
I love what you wrote and I keep on reading them with a smile on my face.
You look so cute my dear!
I love your pictures. :)

Monday, October 11, 2010

ITS OVER!!

The exam is finally over.

Damn... Everyone cheered when the last whistle was blown.
I actually sat there, starring at the clock for 15 minutes!
Thanks for your hug dear.
I appreciated it a lot :)
I need more of them... :D

I had maths and KH today.
Maths was a piece of cake!
Seriously, it was easy!

During the recess, my teacher called me into the staffroom.
I thought I was in deep trouble as I was holding my dear's hand.
Turns out she is handling me my books from Scholastic.
And guess what?
I bought the same book somewhere else.
Damn... Now I have 2 of the same books.
But they seems to be different...
I'ma still read it anyway

Ugh... I wondered what should I do after the exam.
I have no mood to study right now and it's already getting bored.
For those who took Chinese as their subject, they still have to sit for another paper tomorrow.
Hahaha...!
Good luck!
I'm out of here,PMR!


Sunday, October 10, 2010

10/10/10

Today's date is so special that it will only happen once every 1000 years.

For short, it's 101010!
At 10 seconds and 10 minutes pass 10 o'clock,
the time stamp will be 10:10:10 10/10/10
What a special day today eh?
:)

Thursday, October 7, 2010

So close...!

It's so close to the last day of my major exam.

It's just next Monday!
No school for tomorrow and I'll have a good sleep until the steaming hot afternoon...!

Wasn't very prepared for my Science paper and didn't expect it to be so easy.
:S
I've been doing the same thing early in the morning these few days, didn't I?
Shower... Get ready.. Set off... Last minute revise... Enter the examination hall...
Damn things are just the same.

Science paper II was easy too!
I think I'm the fastest one to finish the paper.
Can't really turn my head around to check with everyone else.
In case I got blamed by cheating. ''=.=

Went to Sun City to have my lunch.
Love holding your hands while walking dear. :)
Studied for History after lunch.
I did bad in my exercises...
But I kind of "gave up" on History.
"B" is enough...!

Was so sleepy while sitting for my last paper of the day.
After doing some questions, I starred outside into the road and began my daydream.
Minutes later, the examiner knocked my table and pointed his finger at my paper.
What to do?
I just nod and answer the questions.
So sleepy that I lost count of yawns.
I really need a good sleep tonight....!

I waited so eagerly for the whistle to be blown.
Time passes so slow during the test.
Ugh...
Daydreaming don't work much.
When the whistle was blown, everyone cheered because it indicates the end of the day.
The last day will be next Monday, and we'll head to freedom.
Well, for a short period of time.

I knew my result for my Science...
Was supposed to get all correct and did some mistakes.
Well, I don't even know 1 of them but hey, who cares now? =P




Wednesday, October 6, 2010

=D

Tests were alright...!

Was so tired last night that I woke up kind of late today.
Snoozed after waking my dear up.
Anyway, she snoozed as well.
Haha...
Things went as usual as my daily routine...
Shower... Breakfast... Getting ready... Setting off...
Arrived at school...
Things are exactly the same as yesterday.
Did some last minute revision as usual before entering the examination hall.
Sorry dear I wasn't with you this morning...
I felt kind of bad...

Sat for my English Paper I.
Quite easy to be honest but there are still something that I don't understand. ''=.=
Recess...
I'm with you... :)

Bell rang...
Went back to my examination hall.
Whistle blown, start answering.
Damn was so sleepy after I've finished answering.
I almost fell asleep, sitting!
Finally, the end of English Paper II.

Will have a approximately 3 hours break before the next test.
Went home to have a lunch, give myself a refreshment and went back to school.
The weather was fine in the morning but it's absolutely wrong in the afternoon.
Rain+heat=?
Damn...
Was kind of sweaty.
Geography was easy too!
It was quite windy this afternoon and the classroom door of the next class got blown by the wind and caused a bang.
Heck I was scared and I cursed.
=D

Back to home and was so tired.
Felt dizzy all of a sudden...
Hope I'm not sick...!
I just recovered!
Oh well, more or less.
End up lying on my bed, closed my eyes and rest.
Feel much better after dinner.
Who dropped a pill in my dinner? =P

I'll be sitting for my Science and History paper tomorrow.
Did some Science exercises and realized I forgotten a lot of them.
God bless :S
History...
Give me a "B" please!
That's all I'll ask for. =P

Feeling so happy right now...! =D
Well, for some reason =P

*Oh well, this post might be boring as it's another test day. :S

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

First day of exam..

I sat for my exam today...

Things are going fine.
Has been preparing these few days.
First of all, I've lost my calculator that I need for next week.
Thank God, I found it.
It was in my desk at school, luckily no one took it.
Next, I lost my mechanical pencil yesterday when I need it today...!
Borrowed from my sister... No choice.
And thank God, I left it at tuition last Friday and my friend passed it to me this morning. =D

Well, woke up earlier than usual today.
Woke my dear up, took a shower and breakfast, get ready my stuffs and head for school.
Once I arrived at school, my mood changed.
The environment changed.
Kinda worried but yet cheerful, the school was kind of quiet and you see candidates everywhere.
Sat down and read my book, doing last minute revising.
The sun raised.
Heck I sweat in the morning!
How to sit for a comfortable test then?
Damn it ''=.=
Headmistress came to school with a walking stick.
She sprained her ankle.
Pitiful, eh?
Oh well, sat on the bench, chatted with my friends while holding my bag high into the air to block the sun shine.

Bell rang.
I went into my examination hall.
The answer sheets are prepared.
Bahasa Melayu Paper I.
Feel kind of "special" for teachers to serve students. =P
When I were arranging the tables yesterday, I sat on this lousy table before they arrange.
And guess what?
I'm that "lucky" person to use that table.
Examiner walked into our class.
Checked the entry passes, signed down our signatures.
Thank to the lousy table, my signature was kind of "out of order".
The classroom was hot...!
Sat there staring into the field, waiting for the question papers.

The question papers are here.
Examiner blew the whistle.
Scared the hell out of everyone.
Alright...I started to answer the questions.
Skipped a few because I don't know how to answer but who cares?
At the end, I still have some time to kick back and relax.
Felt kinda sleepy after that...
Checked my answers once more before I begin my day dream.
Whistle was blown again.
=D
END OF PAPER!
Handed in my answer sheet.
Recess for half an hour....
Heck it's still very hot!

Back to the examination hall...
Bahasa Melayu Paper II.
Not much confident yet very confident.
Managed to finish my paper and still have time to relax myself.
Almost fell asleep when I finished my paper... =D
2 hours later...
*Heard whistle*
Everyone almost cheered.
2 papers are down, how many more to go? :S
Handed in my essay paper...

Well, the tests are alright today...
Tomorrow will be a piece of cake!
Geography and English...
No problem! =D

*FYI, I knew that I have 1 answer wrong for my Bahasa Melayu Paper I already.
Even though the teacher told us not to discuss about the paper after the test, but some people spilled the beans and I accidentally "ate" the bean.
o.O

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Almost there...

2 more days to go.

We're almost there.
Laziness took over these few days...
Or I'm just too stressed to study further? :S

Thursday, September 30, 2010

The battlefield of knowledge...

I'll be sitting for PMR in another 4 days.

It's such a important exam in my life, that will decide my future.
I have to do my best.
And you too, dear.
I really want to be in the same class with you.
:)
In another 4 days, its a big day of my life.
And for the next 4 days, I'll be revising a lot.
And after that, it's totally freedom.
I'm looking forward to watch another movie in the cinema with you. :)
I'm not very prepared yet but I know, I must face this with courage.
Looking back, time passes so fast.

Primary six... UPSR is ahead of me.
I tried my best and not knowing what UPSR is actually is, how important it is.
But then, now, I don't think it's important at all.
It just indicates which class will you be when you're in secondary one.
But PMR, it indicates your life.
Secondary one, things are very normal then.
A new student into his new school, don't know anything about it.
Nerdy looking, bag packed with books, not knowing who to talk to.
And I start to be bad when it's almost the end of the year.
Secondary two...
Met some new friends.
Get worse then ever.
Got into troubles and so on.
Well, that's me after secondary one.
Looking forward for secondary three then...
Secondary three...
Got into some trouble at the beginning of the year as well.
Secondary two just passed and the bad side of me is taking control over me.
But now, I'm not really bad actually.
Thanks to you. :)
And myself that I can get rid of my bad friends.
Kinda afraid of facing PMR early the year.
Happy-go-lucky in the class, didn't do most of the works.
But now, things have changed.
Revising everyday, so I can achieve what I want.
Time have passed so fast, that secondary four is near the corner.
Soon I'll leave this school, into another school then into the society.
Lots of things awaits me in the future..
I had my entry pass to the examination hall today.
Feel a bit of tension here.
Time just flies, don't they?
4 days to come.
Just 4 days and life will change.
I'll do my best.
And you too, my dear.

All the flashbacks, reminds me of who I was before.
I'm glad I met you...
We've been so close this year.
Thanks dear...
you're always there to support me, to cheer me up, to calm me down, whenever I needs it.
I'll do the same to you as well.
:)
I don't know how many times I have to say this, but time just flies.
I now realize how important and how valuable time is.
Once it's gone, it's gone forever.
Unless you can catch up with what you've lost.
But now, it seems too late to catch up unless you've started earlier.
4 days.
What can I do?
Revise is all I can do.
Kind of sad that I'll be in secondary four soon.
And my life as adult will soon to come.
Lots of things to face in the society than the school.
And I wont know what will happen to me in the future...

Seconds by seconds, it seems to be slow.
But actually, every second that passed, is very fast.
We wont realize it until we look back.
That's all I can say about it.

And here we are.
Approximately 92 hours from now, i'll be sitting in the examination hall, doing my best.
God bless to everyone taking their test...
May luck be by your side.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Love is when one can accept another's imperfection,
and try to perfect another's imperfection.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Dude, you suck!

You liked her.

Alright, fine.
She asked you out, as usual.
And guess what?
You almost forgot that you're supposed to go out with her the next day.
And yet, you're late.
I asked her to screw you up or not.
She said you're a nice guy.
Alright, I trust her.
And now, you engaged.
At the age of 14, you get married and you're looking forward to it.
Who are you cheating?
Damn you kid...
Can have sex earlier doesn't mean you will gain anything great.
I seriously wished she hadn't met you.
Who knows what might happened to you next.
Penis got run over by a car when you're sitting by the roadside?
Nah... You wont have a penis that size.

I don't know why I'm posting this, but I know that you suck.

My day today

I woke u p 8am in the morning.

I thought it's already 12. ''=.=
Well, back to sleep.
A few texts woke me up.
And back to sleep again.
Until the clock struck 12, I woke up.
Took a shower, ate my lunch and set of to study.
Well, not studying yet but play with my computer, then study. :D
Did 100 Geography questions in my reference book that I bought yesterday.
96 to be exact. xD
After almost 2 hours, back to the computer again.
*Fast forward*
Dinner!
Watched TV...
Did another set of Geography question.
54% =D
Then, game for a while.
I suck in that game.
And now, here I'm.
Nothing much for today actually... Kinda bored.
No pictures of that Hummer H2, sorry.
Too lazy to upload. Haha..!

*Okay this post is kind of boring. ''=.=

Saturday, September 11, 2010

No, you're not...

You're not dumb and stupid, okay?

Just because you can't do it doesn't mean you can never do it.
I never gave up on you, so you don't give up too, okay?
I'll be walking this with you.
Don't give up on this.
No one is perfect.
You don't know how to walk, talk and even write as soon as you're born.
You you end up today, walking, running, talking, shouting, and writing?
You learn them.
So learn this as how you learn how to walk, talk and write okay dear?
You're not dumb nor stupid.
If you're willing to learn, you can change everything.
Don't keep saying that you can't do it...
You can't because you told yourself so.
Please...
Tell me that you can, and try.
If any problems or questions, ask me okay?
I know my result are not very good, but at least I can help.
Please?
Just remember that no one is perfect but you can be better by learning.
Don't be disappointed by yourself.
Keep trying and one day you will succeed.
:)
I love you.

Day out. =D

Went to tuition this morning as usual but without my mom's friend sending me and my sister.

So, my mom have to send us.
She have a bad habit of delaying so we end up going there late.
Not very late actually...15 minutes late.
Did some of my work.
Finished the last few pages of my book.
Then, I was bored so I asked the teacher what I can do.
"Write an essay," said my teacher.
"Okay... But I don't know that to write... You choose for me"
"It's going to be a hard one..."
"Whatever. You choose it, I write it."

Then, she gave me a book with pictures in it and asked me to write an essay about it.
It's quite easy anyway... Don't know what's so hard about it.
So I use my empty time to write the essay.
As I have 1 last paragraph left, my mom arrived to fetch me.
Heck!
She've been late fetching me up for WEEKS and miraculously, she's here on time today.
How weird eh?
And I kinda cursed because I'm so concentrated on my essay that I don't want to leave without finishing it.
"Give him 5 more minutes... He's writing an essay," said the teacher.
And my mom just nodded. ''=.=

After the tuition, I went for lunch with my family.
While eating, I saw this Hummer H2!
It's so nice...!
Won't be loading a picture though.
Maybe my next post, or tomorrow.
I've been posting for about everyday :D

After the lunch, we went for a hunt for the TV in my sister's room.
We went to Parkson then Courts Mammoth.
I bought a reference book for Geography in Parkson. Hopefully it will help my Geography... D=
Well, we can't decide which TV to buy in Parkson, so we head for Courts Mammoth.
After choosing for a few minutes, or should I say, almost an hour.
After the purchase, they need to sign some 'papers' as the TV is paid by credit card.
Me and my sis decided to sit around in the mall.
Targeting leather couch. :P
Some are so comfortable!!
Then, I saw this leather dining chair.
It's great. I sat on it.
As I'm about to push them back, my thumb got electrocuted.
Damn! It's so numbing.
Now, I have the best monitor in the house while my sister and grandmother have the best TV in the house.
FYI, they stay in the same room.

After that, we went to eat something before we head home.
The car is crowded because the boot is so small and the TV can't fit so it ends up in the rear passenger seat.
Haha!
We went to eat some BBQ pork.
It's very delicious and after eating few of the fats, it makes me go "ewww".

After going back home, we quickly assembled the TV and learn how to use it.
Well, it's quite simple so it wont be hard.
Then, I go out and give my sister a driving lesson.
My mom is so scared that she refused to get into the car. ''=.=
But eventually, she did.
My sister did better than last time...
But still, worse than me. :P

Then, I get to see you. :)
I wish I could give you a hug when I saw you.
And put my arm around you again as you lean on my shoulder.
Well, I'm very happy that I can see you for today.

Took some notes from my friend.
She introduced ,e the reference book and I did no study today. :P
Maybe I'll have a good look through the book tomorrow and try to study some.


Friday, September 10, 2010

Is it...?

Is it so hard to make you believe that I love you?

Stop thinking so much dear...
It's just gonna ruin everything, fuck everything up.
Think about something that you're happy about us, okay?
Please?
I don't like to see you sad as you know.
Don't cry,kay?

Raya..!

Ends up I waking up late and I'm home with family, not alone. ''=.=

Today is the Raya celebration for all Muslim folks out there.
Selamat Hari Raya~
I didn't go for visiting though.
No one invited me :P

I did some Geography exercise today and they all sucked!
I got from 33% to 44%.
That's far from my target for my PMR, 70%.
Damn... How could I study Geography? D=
Enough for today I guess...
Or I might continue a bit at night.
Studies sometimes stress me out...!

I wish I could see you today. :S
But sadly, you can't.
I wanna go out with you again in the near future.
After PMR ;)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Sorry...

I'm sorry for the little quarrel we had today...

I won't blame you or anyone else.
Let's just forget about it. Okay?
It's fine now :)

Supposed to have my tuition today but I skipped it.
Laziness kinda took over and I sleep very late last night.
Had to study for awhile this afternoon..

Remember you leaned on me yesterday?
My jacket now still smells like you. :)

Nothing much for today...
Tomorrow might be fun as I might be home alone with my sister =D

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Movie with someone I love so much..

We go for a movie today, called Step Up 3.

It's a very nice movie to be honest.
The dance move was so cool!!
I went there quite early today that the mall is quite empty.
She haven't arrived yet so I planned to walk around the mall, randomly.

After she arrived, we went to buy the tickets and continue to walk around until it's time for movie. =D
She leaned on my shoulder during the movie.
I get to put my arm around her as she lean on my shoulder. :)
She's in my arms since the movie starts.
I love you dear :)

After the movie, we went for a light lunch and continue to walk around.
Played hide-and-seek seeking for her younger sister...
Haha
Well, we ended up asking her where she is by texting her.
Not much for today but I do had a great time.
Thanks a lot dear.

Just want to let you know that I'm so happy to have you.
:)